now i know

that

the fact that u can still be happy without me by ur side make me feel so low

although i do know that's not true

傻笨蛋

发现自己一听蔡淳佳的那首歌就会哭

回忆温暖了 想你的每一刻

仅仅抱着你说过的誓言

等待着我们说好的永远

想到

隔着地球 已经有一年了

就觉得好神奇好神奇

大概 还有一年呢吧

好脆弱 还以为自己有按你说的 要勇敢

却总是让你担心

怎么劝 都劝不好 都 没能 照顾好自己

笨蛋

唔

对自己好失望

为什么爱上我是那么累呢 好恨自己

long time?

My fault

for not seeing that blogspot in time

but..........

we r good now? or not?

i m not sure

is it too much to ask abt ur feelings of the fights after such a long(?maybe) time?

i dont even know how i feel

maybe i would hope it's gone forever, same as some stupid bird pretending like nothing happened at all

what if............

someday, neither of us wanna try to solve the problem any more

what if.............

someday, i gave my everything, relying way too much and thus became too weak to be myself

but not the other way around

well....... i'd say i dont wanna see it coming but probably it's already like this