梦想

姐姐我还是第一次写这么小资的话题

不过其实最近都有在想这些啊～

关于人生的规划什么的……不说，但是我心里有数吧

就是觉得，梦想好沉重，想要的东西太美好，能做的实在是太少，路还长着呢哇～
想到将来，未免感到压力好大，所以才好沉重吧～

这或许是好现象呢？

不可持续发展的microsoft

我之前把我所有gmail邮件都pop3到hotmail里面……今天突发奇想想反过来把hotmail推送到gmail里面，因为我比较经常上gmail

可是在找了半天之后发现hotmail确实是有这个功能，但是！！当我敲入邮件地之后……它告诉我只能把邮件推送到hotmail.com msn.com live.com 等windows live的邮箱地址！！！

白痴！！！

怎么不见得gmail那么小气呢！！我之前本来想着全部推到hotmail里面然后用hotmail
可是后来很不爽hotmail的界面以及浏览速度！所以我仍旧成为了gmail的忠诚用户

一个开放宽容自信的公司才是市场上的王者，hotmail如果做得够好根本不用这一着吧

虽说我不是传说中的g米，，但是google确实在很多地方做得不错

百感一下……

我明明已经很努力学数学了
为什么我考出来还是比宿舍那个整天看美剧的童鞋差呢～
感觉有点…………像是委屈……我觉得我都懂啊

唉，，所以其实是粗心吧 可以理智的分析到一些原因 但是还是会不爽

再说到GFW！！！我最后一个通道 OperaMini也被和谐掉了 竟然提醒我 ‘中国用户请下载中文版’ 也就是block我from英国的那个转接服务器 也就是不能爬墙
所以我现在彻底出不去了……除了还能通过邮件发布blogspot……但是上不去……

Opera Mini国际版屏蔽国内用户

matrix 发表于 2009年11月21日 13时00分 星期六      
来自方便审查部门

Icat 写道 "昨晚开始用Opera Mini国际版访问任何网站都会被强制转到Opera Mini 中国版的"推荐升级"页面，Opera Mini 4.2/5.0 beta都测试过，下图为 4.2的截图。 很难理解为何Opera突然如此强势，直接将众多国内的国际版用户给屏蔽了。在opera.com和operachina未见到任何说明。由于中国版和国 际版的最大区别不是网速，而是关系到会不会被某墙的关系，不爽的人应该大有人在。是Opera觉得来自中国的流量太大，而国内服务器太空闲？还是 Opera中国Team觉得自己的接受度太小，感到被忽视？

from: solidot.org

 

……很矛盾，，，我觉得我最近确实处在一种非常矛盾的时期，对于上面的一些做法，真的不知道该不该批评，甚至不知道我还有没有评论的权利，还是说应该继续无论如何的支持……
这些事情 再包括从小的一些教育，扭曲了我的世界观，现在我找不到立场

我是不是应该对脚下的土地说‘唉，想说爱你不容易……’

所以我现在非常的百感

貌似很难哦

…………就凭我那个成绩…要申请去交换…
唉……如果我上个学期没有考的那么糟糕……现在还可以觉得比较自信一点……

嘲笑我吧～

i cant get over it~~  really... such a loser right?
 
anyways.........
 
话说我发现考试周我比较有空哦。除了做题看书 剩下的时间自己想干什么干什么，或者不复习也可以的【又不是没试过裸考～】
 
en  除了这些 最近的日子还是过得挺好的～

貌似GFW速度回来了……

唉。。我真的无语了……中午解封了一下发现乱套了吧～～
要别人不拿这个来说事儿，除非自己不做
渐渐的，有些事情了解的更多，发现自己有时候'愤青'得更理智了

突然间想到，胡学长是水利系的吧，那么难道他连亚当斯密的理论或许都没有学过咯～
中美之间政治风格的差别，或许就来源与此吧

youtube, blogger解封！！

what the fuck!!!
this is not a good news at all!
''为了回报干涉他国内政，支持美国黑人抗暴斗争，为了以事实证明反华分子凭空捏造的“中国屏蔽部分外国网站”的荒谬性，陆续有网友报告，Youtube，blogger，picasa被解封。''
from:solidot.org

解封，。。竟然是因为这个原因！！
不过，话说还是挺怀念直接用浏览器上我的blogspot的感觉……

Here's what i found about the disgusting snowstorm in beijing now......
i totally agree with them!!

from Popular Science

China's Weather Manipulation Brings Crippling Snowstorm to Beijing

By Clay Dillow Posted 11.11.2009 at 6:08 pm 1 Comment

Forecast for Beijing: Cloudy The Chinese government employs the controversial practice of cloud seeding in an attempt to force precipitation in and around Beijing.

In The People's Republic of China, it's no secret that the Party controls just about everything. But as Beijing suffers through its second major snowstorm this season, residents are growing weary of their leadership's control-freak tendencies. After all, while the storm came as a surprise to residents, the government knew about it all along. In fact, the government caused it.

China has long tinkered with Mother Nature's waterworks, even establishing a state organ -- the Beijing Weather Modification Office -- whose sole purpose is to meddle with the weather. The purpose behind weather modification is less megalomaniacal than it sounds at first pass; a large swath of northeast China, including Beijing, has been mired in a drought for nearly a decade, and the party leadership would like to reverse that trend for both practical reasons and to show the Chinese people exactly who is in charge.

To do so, they've turned to cloud seeding, a controversial practice that involves launching (or dropping) chemicals into the atmosphere -- silver iodide in China, though dry ice and liquid propane also work -- that cause water vapor in the air to crystallize at temperatures it otherwise would not. Its effectiveness is dubious; while it's generally accepted that it works to some degree, it can only increase precipitation by 20 percent. Sometimes.

Weather manipulation is actually not as rare as one might think. Currently, 24 countries practice some kind of cloud seeding. Moscow's mayor keeps the Russian Air Force on cloud seeding duty to make sure it never rains on his parades (literally). The U.S. has dabbled with weather manipulation in attempts to curb the intensity of Gulf hurricanes back in the '60s, and the military seeded clouds over North Vietnam during the war there to extend the monsoon season. Oh, and the CIA seeded clouds in 1969 in an attempt to rain out the hippies gathering at Woodstock, but they partied right through it anyhow (that instance is unconfirmed, but groovy to think about).

China prefers to deliver its silver iodide to the sky via rockets or artillery. For the residents of Beijing, those armaments deliver all the headaches that go along with big snowstorms: traffic problems, flight delays, cancelled classes and various transportation issues. While the government claims the seeding is for the good of the country, that claim is about as dubious as the practice of seeding itself; in 2005, a snow melting agent killed 10,000 trees in Beijing, and experts worry it could be eroding the city's infrastructure. As of last night, highways in and around Beijing were closed and many roads were blocked, bringing day-to-day commerce to a grinding halt.

[Yahoo News]

that's not the same

i'm not gonna cherish it and you would.
i'm not gonna try to find someone else but i think you would
i'm gonna forget whatever has happened... but that doesn't mean to let go
i'm done with any kind of relationships

and... btw
i'm not gonna give up on NIGHTWISH, coz they're my favourite... and
nothing could stop me

anyways... what has happened was really really weird...

今天跑去爬山～

很神经的在期中考试前跑出去爬山
 
其实是小孩一直很想去，建筑系的大一很闲的啦，虽说我很忙，但是其实时间都是挤出来的嘛，早上晚上把事情做完下午就出去玩咯
出去玩还是一种心情，晃来晃去，不带相机………【带相机反而累到自己，，在那里比较来比较去哪里值得照下来……不是自己找罪受么，，，】
恩，貌似越来越随性了诶
 
就像昨天，，被吓到，突然发现某个电子系跟我在同一个JA活动里，所以宿舍某人就问我你会不会去，
我说，我该干嘛干嘛，虽然对他没兴趣，那也不影响我任何想做的事情
 
后来昨天晚上跟小乙打电话聊到……
he said, omg... u r so gay..
唉，我只是说，我完全无法想象跟一个男的在一起嘛
其实我最搞不清想不明白的是。。我只是对这个人没感觉呢，还是因为他是男的……
我第二次问自己这个问题了吧
 
凄凉啊……我本来以为，或者我本来认为我不是les，只是爱上了那一个，或者认为我是bi，或者怎样
现在倒是越来越觉得……不知道怎么说了……迷茫么
 
不知道是季节还是什么呢
去年的秋天，我听着这几首歌，骑车穿行在树叶哗哗落下的路上……抵触，陌生……不论如何，总比现在的状况好，人至少还比较精神，经常出去晃荡，至少还什么都愿意去玩一玩
今年倒是变得，做什么事情都想着，这件事需要我投入多少，机会成本多高，会给自己带来多少收获……说白了，功利
倒也不是不好，至少知道自己在做什么
 
北京的秋天好短，上周末下了一场雪之后，叶子掉得更快了，虽然天气还是挺热的
想来，我最爱的深圳的秋天……在几年内我是见不到的了